Thoughts on Trials from a Tightrope Walker

Not sure if you heard about the crazy man, Nik Wallenda who became the first man in history to walk a tightrope across Niagra Falls. Granted he's the first that's been allowed to try, but he did succeed. It happened last Friday night. It's really a pretty cool story and John and I enjoyed watching it live.

ABC Story with more details and actual footage

In his interview after the walk one thing he said struck me as rather profound and applicable to our spiritual lives as well. There is a good chunk of his walk where he is getting bombarded with the mist and wind that the Falls generate. The video showed just how wet it was. When asked how that part was he replied that it was tough and he wanted nothing more than to run and get through it, but he had to just take it one step at a time.

It made me think how I like to respond to harsh conditions, to situations less than ideal. I like to be out of them as soon as possible. I think that's our natural inclination. But if he had followed his natural inclination then he probably would have fallen to his death (except for the harness he was wearing would have caught him). But still, it would have ruined his dream if he had tried to get through the rough spot in a hurry. Sometimes I think we are so bent on getting out of our rough spot that we do more harm to ourselves or those around us then if we just accept things for what they are and just move forward, one step at a time. Rough spots in life never last forever, though I will admit, some seem to last an awful long time.

So my advice to myself from this is to not be in such a hurry to clear the storm. That may in fact create another scenario even worse than the original. Just take it one step at a time and trust that God will get me through it.

The Big Move

May was a hectic month. It was the when the big move occurred. I am frustrated with myself that I don't have any pictures of our Uhaul, but alas, amidst the chaos of the move taking pictures wasn't my first priority. Packing was not fun. Our tiny apartment became even tinier really quickly and we had to designate 1 wall to stack all our boxes so we had room to still move around.

This was moving day. Just finishing up the last of everything in the morning.

The pantry was bare, minus a few last minute items

Taking apart the bed was a challenge in our tiny room as well.

Somebody help me...please!

Me and mom packing up the last of everything while the guys go get the Uhaul.

Overall it went pretty smoothly. We ended up making two trips with the truck. The only thing that gave us trouble was the couch, but it did make it. Which is good because I really like our couch. We moved up in the world. Left behind a tiny first floor apartment and now are in a much more spacious top floor (4th) condo. It feels like the lap of luxury to me.

A great moving in picture. There was no rhyme or reason to anything, but everything made it in.

Putting stuff away in the kitchen. We have a skylight in the kitchen which is amazingly cool!

Chuck putting the bed back together in our new bedroom.

Our view from the treetops

After things are more picked up.

Bedroom getting in order

Dad taking a much needed rest after a long day of moving.

Our dining room. New table for us. Gotta love garage sales!

Our living room with everything where it belongs, for the most part. It's so spacious. I love it!

I feel so blessed to be here. Even though we are still just renting I love this place. It suits our needs perfectly right now! Everyday I thank God for giving us this wonderful place to live. Did I mention we have a storage unit, and a garage space as well. So much space! I love it!

Book Review: In the Garden of the Beasts

In the Garden of the Beasts
by Erik Larson

This book retold the story of the American Ambassador and his family in Berlin at the time of Hitler’s rise to power. It was so interesting to see history come alive through the perspective of this family and their everyday life. Ironically, the Ambassador, not a politician, was eventually able to see the situation for what it was more clearly than anyone else and he was not afraid to speak his mind when needed.

It was difficult to read about all the atrocities committed against Jews and civilians alike. The book doesn’t go into great detail in the specifics of the crimes committed, but it doesn’t need to. We have all learned that in history class. How Germany was able to get away with what they were doing for so long seems unbelievable to me and reminds me why politics and I do not get along.

I have no interest in putting up with injustice in the name of “good relations.” That doesn’t mean I think we should declare war on every nation that does things I don’t agree with, but it does meant that I don’t think we should condone what they do as right by doing business with them and acting cordial. It really reminds me of situations going on in the present day. There are so many nations perpetrating crimes against humanity, denying basic human rights and persecuting certain people groups for one reason or another. Why does the world stand by and watch? Why do we condone it? You may think we don’t, but if we supply money, aid and business to the leaders of the nations where this is allowed to go on with no change then we do. There needs to be consequences for not playing by the rules and I just don’t see that happening.

But back to the book…it’s a great read. I love the way Larson writes. This is the 4^th book I’ve read of his and I have not been disappointed yet. And I have to say thank you to him for helping me enjoy history like no teacher or textbook has yet been able to help me do.

Do I Really Believe?

I have recently been asking some tough questions of myself. Maybe you can relate, maybe not. But I thought I would share where I am right now.

Question #1: Why Do I continually choose to do things that do not matter in the slightest?

This question undoubtedly leads into the next question.

Question #2: Do I really believe Jesus is enough?

This second question is really a series of questions: Do I really believe that He alone will satisfy my needs and desires? Do I really believe that He has my best in mind and wants what's best? Do I really believe that it is worth it to forsake everything but Him? Do I really believe that His way is best?

I'm gonna venture an educated guess here and say that the answer is unequivocally and simply, no. I do not really believe Jesus is enough. I can't can I? If I did, my actions would be different. If I did my attitudes, thoughts and words would be different. If I truly believed that following Jesus first and foremost and forsaking the things of this world was worth it then I would be living way differently. I'm not saying I'm not a Christian. I know I am most definitely saved and forgiven. I know I am hard on myself too. But I'm judging myself by God's standard, not this worlds.

I don't know exactly how this is going to be remedied but I know something needs to change. I need to settle in my own heart what I know in my head. Yes it is most definitely worth it. I know this to be true. I know it. But I want to live it, not just know it. I will be wrestling with this for a while and hopefully sharing how God continues to prove His faithfulness.

The Title Says It All

It's been a while since I've posted anything other than book reviews. Does this girl do anything but read? I'm sure that's the question that's been burning a hole in your mind. Well to answer your question so you don't end up with a huge gaping hole in your head, yes. Yes I do much more than read, though I do love to read. We have actually been living out our blog title lately. Life has been a little crazy.

Initially, a while back, during the winter we began looking to purchase a home. Many moons later, spring arrived and with it a change of heart. (This is the very condensed version). We decided to keep renting, only we were still looking for a new place for many reasons, many of which include our awful summer here last year. You can go back and read that post if you'd like. Anyway, to bring you to the present we were finally able to secure a place that we like and should be a good fit for us. So now begins the fun time of getting all the details worked out. Packing, moving, getting all the utilities and mail switched over. We don't move in until May, but time is going fast.

We are excited though. It's an upgrade in space and is on the top floor of a condo complex. It looks as though we will have many older neighbors but very nice and very rule-abiding. The laundry will be in the same building as well, which is a definite move in the right direction. It's closer to my sisters place and to church and our favorite park. We are happy. I'll have to post some pics once we get all settled in.

In the meantime here is a picture of spring to leave you with.

Book Review: The Hunger Games

The Hunger Games

by Suzanne Collins

When Katniss Everdeen steps up to take her place as a contender in the Hunger Games she views it as a death sentence. 24 kids are placed as contenders this "game" arena every year to fight to the death as the world watches on, in horror and fascination. Who will win the games this year and how will it all go down? 

This book reminds me of a modern day "Lord of the Flies-esque" reality show. It's actually a showcase of humanity at it's worst. And I'd like to say that I wish we would never reach the point where we are so far removed that we forget we are all humans and all equal, but I know that will never be the case since we are already there. Maybe not you personally. However, since the beginning of time we have been guilty as humans as not treating each other as equal. With sin came death and murder. It is extremely hard for me to fathom why we view some humans as more worthy of life than others. 

This story was completely unique and like none I have read before. I enjoyed the fast-paced nature of it and was intrigued to see what was going to happen. I was horrified by the situation itself and so sad for the predicament that the main characters found themselves in. It was very violent, but I suppose there is no way to make a fight to the death un-violent. I am ready for the next book though...

Book Review: Room

Room 
by Emma Donoghue


I really enjoyed this book and I think the author truly accomplished what she set out to do. This tale is told completely through the eyes of a five year old boy, Jack. He is born and raised in "room" with his Ma. It's all he knows and all he's ever known his whole life.

As time goes on Ma starts to make him aware that there is a world beyond room. It's hard for him to believe but she plans an escape and life will never be the same.

Even though there is a terrible story that sets the scene for the book, it is portrayed with such innocence and gentleness that cannot help but draw you in. After all, a five year old boy is only capable of understanding and comprehending so much and yet at the same time it is his perspective on life that makes you realize how us adults sometimes can get things so wrong.

I definitely recommend this read. I have heard it might be made into a movie as well. You can learn more by visiting the book website. (The link is above)